Stay - Carol Banawa

Forgive me if I start this on a sad note, but this song really reminds me of my father.

A few months before he died, my dad, sister and I were watching "Maalaala Mo Kaya," featuring the life story of Carol Banawa. Carol Banawa lost her brother and she made this song for him. I can still vividly remember crying while watching this episode.


That is why every time I hear this song, I remember my dad because this was the song that was playing the last time I sat down with him in the living room. We seldom watch TV together but there was something about that night. Who would've thought that it would be the last time that I am able to do that with my father. 


Through this experience, I've learned that moving on is difficult. I was aware that nothing in life stays permanent, but the moment I lost my dad, I long for his presence almost everyday. His loss has left a void in my heart that no one else can fill. I still miss him. :(


"Why did you have to leave me....
"I want you to stay never go away from me."

 *CTTO